Hey all! What's up? I just woke up..Got some really good sleep last night. I dreamed about my dad, which was kool. I dreamed that we were back on the car lot and my dad was running things the way he used to.. I blogged about the death of Floyd Patterson yesterday at Blogster..The legendary boxer who died last week at 71..You guys know aout my dad and boxing! LOL That must be the reason for the visit..(i believe that when we dream about loved ones who have passed over, it's actually a "visit" from that person into our subconscious...

AAaanyway.. Baby and I had fun with KitCat on the phone last night. Girl, now, tell me again why you hung up on us? I don't want to assume, but, I think we were making racial jokes.. Hey! We do that a lot! We make fun of the absurd..Hold a mirror up to society's face.. I decided long ago that if you can't laugh at the bullshit in the world, it'll take you under. Try growing up an upper-middle class little black girl in a white society! Of course, kids don't know the difference, UNTIL you're called a nigger for the first, second, and third, and fourth times.. When I decided to go into comedy I knew that in order to overcome these pains, I had to find a way to make fun of it..Kit..I think that most of you get the joke though..Heed the warning..MY SHOW IS A COMEDY SHOW PEPPERED WITH NEWS!! I think that by now you guys know the difference between when I am being serious on the air and when I'm fucking around. I have to say Cat, the fact that you would insinuate that Baby and I are serious during those bits is insulting..You will hear a lot of things on my show that may offend you. HELL I OFFEND MYSELF but you know what? That's comedy and I L0VE COMEDY!!

Hey everybody!! What's up?? Baby left for work about an hour ago, and I'm here chiin and getting ome work done..More chilin than getting work done, but, that's okay lol..

We had pictures yesterday up at the dance academy. It was awesome! I got to meet all of the other students that are never there on Saturdays. They were kinda snobby to me at first, but, then when they saw that I was kool, they all opened up to me.. It was kool.. Our costumes rock! Y'all will crack up at your girl!! I will make sure that I post pics of me in it!! wITH MY CHUCK TAYLOR SNEAKERS! I'll always wanted a pair of those damn shoes!!

I've been thinking about M this morning. I really miss him.. That's a shame that he didn't even call my cell on my birthday. I'm not gonna sit here and act like I didn't notice.. I mean, I don't want to sit here and flatter myself either, but, I really think he is jealous over Baby these days. He is a wonderful man, and I've always said that if i never found anyone, he would be my man. He always treated me so well. M was the guy that all others had to measure up to! I mean, I met him when I was a virginal 18 years old. Then, I was going out with a guy...not good...Marc rescued me so to speak..Then, there was an interim relationship with this great guy, but, then, I met Baby..This school teacher in Texas..Everything was honky dory. But see, usually at this point, I'd have dumped the person..But, with Baby, I'm still so in love with her!! I don't see it ever slowing down..But, I have to find a way of just being with him alone if I'm going to have a relationship with him, because, Baby will always feel the need to defend me, he will always be moody, and I will always be sensitive to that moodiness, because I am not a moody person.. If there is something going on in my life, it will not affect my interaction with you. At least. I try not to do that...It's hard to kick it with people like that you know? I mean, just because you're hungry, don't be a bitch.. But, I love my boy, and I'd rather have 3 so so days with him than none..

Anyway.....I'm checking out this show about Proms ion MTV.. OMG If you listen to my show you know all about my prom! Okay..so I went with a freshman! He was 17!!!

Hey guys!! How's it going?? I'm hanging out watching Discover Health channel..Whoa! This shit is wild as hell!! See guys? I'm back to normal, and all of you are to thank for it..You didn't let your girl get down. Damn! A year ago, I didn't even know what a "blog" was..and here I am, finding more love and support among the blogging community than I can shake a stick at..I so love you guys.. And believe you me, I could feel you guys on the message..It was so weird to listen to it.. I could feel your hugs..Thanks again guys..I needed that

Baby is taking our friend Suzanne the animal saver home from the swapmeet..This woman can't turn an animal away.. I believe that God has a special place in Heaven for people who love animals and children and older people..I love old heads..you learn so much from them. And they're usually kooler than you think they are. There's nothing better than hanging out with a 65 year old person, and they whip out a spliff..LOL Don't ya just love life? The woman I consider my adopted grandmother was there for me in the beginning of my relationship in a big way..After all..She was 86 years old and telling me that the love of her life always was and is a woman and that she still gets birtdhay gifts from Florida from her to this day. That explains Grandmom's 3 divorces. LOL!! But, yeah...She's back in PA..but, if you're near your loved ones, enjoy them now.. Especially the "old heads"!

I'm trying not to think of HIM LOL..But, as a friend, of course, it's difficult. I don't know what I could have done differently!! Other than not being with Baby, and that's NOT an option.. I thought we were all better than that. Oh well..You guys have helped a lot in that capacity..Hey!! How ironic was it that the Will and Grace final dealt with the exact issue!! That was craazy!! Is it possible that some people just change when they get here? I mean, if you're playing poker at the tables the whole time maybe it's possible that he was just pissed about that the whole time..I have no idea..I wouldn't know what to do at the tables..But, I want to have compassion..Maybe I'm trying to make excuses for him..

Discover Health was grossing me out! I had to turn..There's a good lifetime movie on.. Whew! I was about to toss em...my cookies that is "The Osbournes" are on too! On vh1..it's a marathon!!! i LOVE OZZY!!!

uh oh..there's Baby texting me..We're wearing chuck taylor sneakers and she just let me know that they don't have them at the store she just went to..uh oh..we have pics tomorrow.. we're gonnago browing a the mall....SHE HATES TAKING ME TO THE MALL!! LoL!!!

LOL I love this episode..Ozzy is bitching about his schedule.. Poor guy works his ass off!! Damn!

Anyway my FRIENDS!! and I mean that! I'll be browsing until Baby gets back to scoop me up..

 Well, what can I say?? Last night was absolutely one of the best nights of my life! I can't believe you guys!! You all are great people to paricipate or just to be there for my party last night. I'm still in shock that Baby posted a blog!!!! I mean it guys, I couldn't have asked for any better.. With the week we've had, you guys really capped it off awesomely..BIG KISSES TO ALL OF YOU!!

I've got to get ready for dance class now..I'm pretty sure we'll be back afterwards..It's 91 already and it's only 11:53AM UUUGGHHHH!! LOL

xoxoxoxoxoxo

Hey guys..I'm hanging out watching "Starting Over"..Baby's working on "stuf".. Marc..I don't know what he's doing..I kicked it for a little while yesterday, but, that's all....I've decided to pretty much bail for now. Not in the literal sense, i mean, i won't be a complete bitch and not see him or anything. And you know what? If he wants to leave on my brthday..good for him, but he's crazy to ask me to celebrate my birthday a day early to accomodate him..That is so dumb..Now, if you originally were gonna stay until Saturday, why shuold I celebrate early? Clearly you don't want to acknlowledge my birthday anyway!! You know what I mean? So, later for him...at first,l my feelings were hurt, but, I'm over that shit now..but i'll never foret it, that's for sure!!



Soooo. I've been talking to my mom a lot this week. She's pretty pissed too...just kinda confused I think. we all are. such bizarre, passive agressive behavior..Like hating, you know?

HATERS SUCK!!



thanks you guys for your kind words. I know I haven't gotten to all of you yet, but, you know I love y'all..

hey! you know what is absolutely hillarious?? He still doesn't think he did anything wrong the other night..Can you say doesn't know the meaning of the word humble or gentleman? Well, that whole caveman mentality doesn't work for me.
HEY WOMAN, FOLLOW BEHIND ME! Oh hell no!!


In honor of my father's memory i won't put up with that nonsense..he would be upset about that..

Well, Baby and I are gong on tonight, so...you know the drill!!