A Lesbian Love Story by Schree`

Hey guys!! How's it going?? Just stoppin in to show y'all some love.. ;-) I miss you guys damnit! I went to a club the other night!! Can't wait to tell y'all how i was droppin that shit like it was hot as hell..thighs are killin me but, you know..that's what happens to your girl..shut up Lucy!! I didn't get hurt! LOL

Baby is out paying our Easter parking ticket and getting LWord again for me. I really need to buy that series! Or at least one..You know how your kid will want to watch like "Mermaid" or "Herbie" over and over again? For me as a kid, it was Willy Wonka and Wizard of oz..Now I'm like.."Baby, can we watch "L Word" LOLOLOL!

Anyway..Marc and I are kind of fightung right now..Go figure!! Schree` is fighting with her best friend who came 3,000 miles to see her! LOL Look..I just wrote about this is my private home paper journal last night, but, Baby was like.."Talk to your "stream" friends baby?" she's so cute.. But, I'm loyal, you know? I don't want to put my boy out there like that, but, okay..let me get this shit off my chest and you guys can give me your opinions okay?

We went out in Sunday, (he came in on Saturday night and the whole nine) scooped me up in his arms and kissed me (Baby doesn't get jealous of Marc, I mean, he's straight, and I'm sure he has some feelings for me, but, it's just not like that. You guys should meet him tonight..If I decide to talk to him today!!! Okay..so, we're chillin, and everythin was kool..You guys know how excited I was! And plus it's me and my dad's birthday (yup! same day)! Most of you know that..That's tough in and of itself right now, as Daddy and I always, since the day I was born, spent our day together. After the stroke, instead of trips and stuff, we went to Red Lobster.. :-) So...you know.

So, I didn't eat after dance class but for a chicken mexican thing in a taco shell..i don't know what the hell it was. That's Baby's area..But, I just waited to eat so that I could eat with my boy..well..I offered to take him out, to feed him here, and all that as we hung out until 4:30 in the morning.. My black ass is getting hungrier and hungrier..I'm kool though. I still entertain..I don't bitch. I eventually just heated up my leftover meditteranean shrimp from Olive Garden the night before. I grubbed...I was better after that..

Sooooo..we decided that I would call him after 12:00pm Sunday and we would decide what we were gonna do. And let me tell ya..those of you from the south know what i'm talking about..NOBODY DOES SOUTHERN HOSPITALITY LIKE MY BABY! LOL she got it from my mother-in-law...When you come to our house, you don't want to leave!! My father was a southern gentleman... you'll understand where that comes in to play later..damn this is gonna be long..

Okay..so I talked to my mom for about 2hours on Sunday.. Remember..I WAS going to go home to see mom and go to Moon's wedding, and at the last minute, my boy says that he's booked a flight out here.. I didn't tell anybody..my mother, not Moon, not anyone..Well, Moon knows that I haven't been home since my Dad died, and that her wedding gave me the perfect reason to finally visit his headstone. But, no..That wouldn't be hospitable..So, I call him on Sunday, he says he's starving so, I said I could get ready in 20 minutes..Well, in the meantime, Baby got an urgent phonecall and had to run out..She told Marc and I to go ahead and she could meet us at the restaurant. No! He said it would be kool to wait..It wasn't a long wait..30 minutes max..But, he did really rude things.. Like, I was busy at my computer desk, and i had fox on..you guys know i need fox for the show! I guess he called himself giving me signals..Mutherfucker TURNS OFF MY TV!! Now he had been being pissy for a minute..he gets moody when he's hungry or sleepy..but, i'm like..just because your hungry or sleepy doesn't give u the right to treat your friends badly..i didn't say that to him..i let it go..i did correct him though..we leave the tv on when we go out...we used to leave it on for our dog, and he died..he's in the gallery..his pewter hurn is here in the living room, so he still watches nickelodeon LOL I know it sounds silly, but, it's just a thing we do..well, he rolled his eyes..okay..i let that go..locked the door. Baby wasn't with us. We were meeting her..the whole car ride over was weird..we didn't really talk, so I put the jams on..When I saw my Baby it was like a breath of fresh air! She looked into my eyes and knew that something wasn't right. We do that all the time..communicate without words..she got into the back seat, and she could feel the tension..I mean, come on dude!! Get over yourself you know?!

So, at lunch I just didn't have an appetite, but i played it like I had just woken up and it was too early for me to eat. Baby knew that was bullshit. I ordered the Presidente Margarita instead..and i don't even drink liquor..I'm a coor's light kinda girl..so...the waitress, who was sooo sweet would try to make eye contact and talk to him..there again..short, no eye contact..so..that's okay..she flirted with Baby. Waitresses LOOVE Baby!! She's adorable!!! Anyway..Marc ate lunch..then we just hung out here to watch shows "Soprano's" "Big Love" and there were a couple more..Then, he starts rushing us to go out and bitching because we didn't go out on the strip during the day and i took too long in the afternoon..WHAT THE FUCK DUDE!! Survivor finale! That was the last show we watched..and you know how you debate with your friends over who was gonna win? Well, we were all doing it, and when i gave my analysis, he burped and shit..i hate that..say excuse me..please..damn.. you can just tell when someone is being weird to you. Especially when it's someone you've known for so long. okay..so he's bitching about the strip during the day..I'm like..dude..smart people know..I didn't say it like that, I said..nice me! IDIOT! "But, that's how we do it" ..Baby was right there, maybe that's why he smiled...so, we went out..and the whole time he was walking in front of us and all fucking day like a bad habit he would ask me a question and walk away before i opened my mouth to answer..it's like some weird rush he gets off of it. i don't know, but it hurts my feelings.. he knows i hate that shit. baby is only 5foot 3!! Why run!??? She would NEVER do that to anybody, and i wasn't about to leave her!! NO WAY!! Well, after him leaving us when he breezed into a casino while Baby and I were out there with all the hookers and pimps, I took her by the hand and looked her in the eyes and said.."that's it..i'm not doing this anymore, let's go get a cab to our car..fuck this"..I mean, you guys know how I feel about Baby.. My heart is still in half thinking about it..we had walked into the casino and looked around he was nowhere to be found..then i started to think..what would my dad and brothers think about me walking behind this man on the strip? that's just not kool...It was like 2 in the morning! We don't walk the strip at 2 in the morning.. so, first thing we did was call his cell..it went to the machine, so we told him we were looking for him and that Baby was tired.. Okay..so, we go home, Baby crashes from exhaustion...I hang out in front of the tube for a little while.. Okay..yesterday..Baby privately calls him to have a man to man if you will about his behavior. Like, do you leave her and walk ahead and stuff when you're alone? Well, he instantly got on this kick about how i always have a problem with him on the second day of a visit, and how i'm spoiled how Baby acts like it's some big revelation that i'm mad at him on the second day..DUDE! He just called Baby to say he was going to the wynn..I told her to tell him, that if he is in a rush to go by himself because i am chillin right now.. I didn't see him yesterday..i mean Baby talked to him..it was all my fault..but, you know what? You don't treat your friends like shit. AAaand..this is the thing that really pissed me off..He had booked this two day trip to la for the three of us..he said to Baby..well, maybe we don't need to go to California if this is the way she's gonna be! I can get my money back..You know what? I was raised not to throw things in people's face..I didn't ask him to take us to California!! I'd rather be on the air!! WHAT THE FUCK! i LIVED IN THAT STATE!! I LOVE MY SUNSHINE!! You know what? SMH..i don't know..I'm gonna just chill..

Thanks fo listening, and sorry for any typos..i'm not spellchecking..i'm getting pissed..Time to chill like it's 4:20...

xoxoxoxo