Hey Blogstreamers!!! What's up?? I'm making bacon and hamsteak, so, I've gotta keep my mind on the time.. Not a good idea.. Cooking while blogging.. I've burned more shit that way! ;-)

I'm watching  (well flip flopping back and forth) the Cody Posey case on Court TV and "Starting Over"...

damn! I just burned the bacon! Not all of it..Just a few strips.. ;-) Just a little crispy...

Now, I'm caught up in this black history docutary of the freedman papers.. The journals of the freed slaves. It's narrated by the likes of Whoopie Goldbergh and Jasmine Guy.. A few other notables are there too.. I got the book from the library once. It's an amazing thing..That these journals were preserved.. Yes, I do have my serious moments.. My surrogate grandmother is like 98 years old. She's from Florida.. I love old heads.. You can learn so much from them..

I love black history... It's so interesting and rich you know? I would love to know my heritage.. I mean, I know that basically I am African, Indian, and Egyptian.. But, I want to know more you know? An African woman told me in college about my Egyptian blood. I was in college, and she stopped me on the train and aske me if I knew my African Heritage... Ummm..Well, generally yeah! She looked into my face and said "I can tell you exactly where you are from".. I was like..Okay.. She says.. "you are an Egyptian woman".. So, that's where I got that from.. She seemed so wise, this woman.. But, how did I get here? To America? That's my question.. I mean, I know how I got here.. I'm pretty sure of that.. How many Africans actually migrated to America? Duh! But, you get my meanin'.. My Daddy was from Norfolk Virginia, and he was born in 1927.. My brother Jr. got in touch with some of his family down there after he died.. He wants me to go down there to meet them.. I haven't done it yet. I'll bet I could get a lot of info from them eh?

I love the old Negro sprirituals too! The slave songs.. They're so sweet and sincere, and they sing a song of strength and faith.. And the strength of the Negro woman.. She had to be incredibly strong.. It resonates today actually... To this day, we associate black women to being strong.. I think that's in most cases anyway..

I'm so proud of how far we've come as a nation though! It's history, and although we can still feel the sting of the past, I think it's kool to celebrate the present. We've made and are making great progress in the race relations department.. I knew we would though! My generation "X" and the one after "Y" started to break that mold, and boy are we proud!!!!!

Okay peeps.. Enough rambling.. Gonna check the rest of this show!

XOXOXO

Damn.. I just woke up!! Missed the whole damn game!! Halftime and everything!! So, my only live memory of the show is the Anthem, starring Neville and Franklin. Whoa.. You know what? In all of my wisdom (which ain't much) I thought they booked r&b singers because of black history month. Now, I realize that it was because the game was held in Detroit..Motown...

Damn...No new Flavor Flav tonight!! Well, since I've missed all the action, I'll go and watch this marathon..

TTFN!! XOXOXOXO

Okay y'all.. What the hell was Aaron Neville doing? And what the hell was Aretha wearing? Where's whitney? Where's anybody? I used to like Neville.. I like his recordings, but, he looked like he was gonna pass out at any point during the anthem! And the choir?? Look, I understand they had to black it up for black history month, but dayum! LOL! And did you see the players faces at first? They were like.. "are you serious?" you could see it in their faces... Too funny.. OMG I can tell that Baby is gonna want to watch this whole game. She is on the couch, all comfy cozy.. I know this mess better be over by the time Flavor Flav comes on! ;-)

XOXOXOXO

Well, as you guys know, I really don't care about the game.. The commercials are fun though! It's not like my Eagles are playing so... Lifetime and A&E have some good stuff going on! But, it is Superbowl Sunday, and that's a good thing.. :-) "Jaws" is coming on later YAYYY!

Baby and I are gonna spend the day together relaxing and watching good movies and hanging at the hottub. I'm considering a walk on the strip too! It's so pretty outside! Maybe I'll even go to the park and walk a few times around the track. You know, all of these things sound really great in theory, but, the truth of the matter is, that I'll probably hang out and drink Coors Light all day! HEYOOO!!!! Shit, I'm just keepin it real! You know what I mean LOL

 Anyway guys.. I love ya...

xoxoxoxo

What's up guys?! OMG There is a reality show on VH-1 about the Dallas Cowboy Cheerleader auditions. Damn! How many reality shows do we have now? I'm so stoked that "Survivor" has started back up again! I have a feeling it'a going to be really really good this year. Still, nothing tops my man Flavor Flav. ;-) Too funny...

Hey for those of you who are new to my blog, let me not confuse you with my erotica. (thanks deej/deb)...she was confused because my blog title is "A Lesbian Love Story" and I've been peppering my blog with some good old fashioned hetero-erotica..(soon to be followed by some hot and spicy lesbo action) LOL! i CAN SEE THE CONFUSION LOL!! I guess with this explanation comes a fact.. I am a creative person. Have been since I was a kid. I've thought about pursuing writing before I die, and what a better place to start than here right? When Baby and I met, I got this book from Border's.. It was called "A Compendium of Lesbian Erotica"... I would spend hours reading aloud to Baby at the lake.. Yes, it was very romantic.!!! :-) But, to create stories...situations, places..That is fun too!! So, the erotica is fiction...

Baby and I will be celebrating 10 years in May!!!! yaaayyy!! And yeah, she pumps the gas, and lets me out of the car, and opens doors for me.. She is my Queen...

okay..so I hope that clears that up.. I know most of you know the dealio, but, I wanted address it for my new buds.. ;-)

xoxoxoxoxo