Hey everybody! Whew.. I'm so glad that I addressed the bullshit.. we had a good time last night. Baby is so awesome.. She can take any situation, and make me see the bright or funny side of things... I guess I should be flattered to be a part of someone's bi-polar delusion, but, as I said last night on the air, it's CREEPY AS FUCK!! LOLOL Especially when you see how desperate the person is..lie after lie as a desperate attempt to get some attention.. HELLO! THAT'S WHY GOD MADE SHRINKS!! Pardon me if I don't have a lot of compassion.. I show compassion to those who are compassionate with me.. If you are mean to me, you get mean right back ;-)


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aaaAAAnyway..... I've got to go and get ready for work.. see what's going on out there.... I may get my excersize on, but, I may stay in the crib, and do my dvd's.. shit, I keep saying that I'm gonna join the gym, but, I haven't done it yet..

Dance starts back up for me in September, so, I'm excited about that.. having to take off for the rhoids sucked!! Oh, and let me say.. little liar.. "cerebral"? yeah right.. You sure had no problem publicizing your interstitial bullshit in public!

I swear, people are a trip sometimes.. Baby always says that I should be a little more discriminatory regarding the friends I make. shouldn't we all though? I mean, here we are in a community, just like any other, and it includes good, hard working people, some are injured or sick, some are depressed, and some are only here to start trouble.. Don't be a "kool-aid drinker" people..... Baffling... working 6 nights a week leaves little time to blog.. I can only imagine what it's like to blog while you have young kids.. When we have ours, I probably won't be blogging.. Hell, I'll be a very "hands-on" mom like my own.. When I have a kid, my life won't be my life any more so.. I'm gonna enjoy every moment of the freedom that eludes so many others in their 30's... It rocks to be 30 something and free.. There are so many self-discoveries and joys that I've encountered.. When it's time, I'm sure I'll know it.. I often think about how lucky and blessed Baby and I are.. I mean, if she were a man, or I, we probably would have had a baby by now.. Geez! I mean, love-making between a man and a woman tends to lead to that sometimes

But, since we'll be going the surrogate route, with Baby carrying my egg, it has to be planned out.. THANK GOD!!!

When you have a kid, you have to pull yourself together, and make a very stable environment for the child.. You can't be acting like a crazy person. They pick up on that shit... It can really fuck them up emotionally if they see that mom is an emotional wreck... There is one woman..You read her blog and wonder how she is able to raise a child.. How can she be UNSELFISH enough to raise a child.. It's like.. DUDE! SPEND LESS TIME FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF AND HAVE SOME DIGNITY AND PRIDE AND NURTURE YOUR FAMILY!! I"m sorry guys, but, I am a child advocate and I have been since I was 18 years old.. So, when Krazy psycho-lyiing bitch said that I said something about her son, I was taken aback..in talking to this person I was defending her nephew..not dissing her kid.. I did ask her though if there was some jealousy.. I still believe that's the problem. Some of you know exactly what I"m talking about. Your kids excells.. the family fawns over him.. he gets all kinds of positive attention. as a result, the kid's self esteem is through the roof. But, you are happy, because he works hard..Now..just imagine your jealous sister calling a radio station and putting your son on blast.. NAME AND ALL! saying how she just "doesn't like him".. so see... I'm not mad that the bitch lied on me.. HOW CAN I BE? Look what she did to her nephew? and not to mention her family members.. See, to tell the whole truth sometimes we might have to put our own deeds on blast.. but, you'll feel better..you'll be able to sleep at night and to look at yourself in the mirror...

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