Hey guys! How's everybody's weekend going? Mine is kool so far. Dance class today was a really good time! I love going to class. I can't say that enough. I miss playing tennis though. I haven't played in what like two weeks? It was way too wet last week. I have no excuse now though. It's beautiful outside!

Baby and I took a nice nap after dinner. I swear I love it when she holds me..I melt..She's in the kitchen doing dishes right now. I'm watching E! True Hollywood Strory "The Bachelor"..I like that show. You know, it's that show where 1 guy gets to spend two weeks getting to know 25 women NONSTOP! Then he eliminates women until he gets down to the one that he finds most appealing. Then (get this) dude gets a ring and he has the opportunity to propose. LOL! You've got to take your time with something like that. Don't they watch "Breaking Bonaduce"..Now THAT'S a show!

We're gonna hang out and watch yesterday's tape of "Starting Over", and 20/20, and ghost whisperer. Ghost Whisperer is pretty good. I enjoy it a lot. It stars Jennifer Love Hewitt, and she's a chick who can talk to the dead. Kind of creepy, but, I'm all about the creepness. :-)

Anyway buds..Thanks for listening last night as I went on about my memories of my father. Your encouraging words really do make a difference..

Hey guys! I just saw Goldie Hawn on tv supporting the concept of "the family table"..It represents the time when the family gets together each day to connect. That time is so important. It's so easy to get caught up in our jobs, and all the other bullshit that we encounter everyday. Most of us remember how important "family time" was when we were kids. Unfortunately, I know that some of us didn't have that. But, it's imperitive in keeping the family unit tight and structured. Baby and I are an EXTREMELY tightknit unit. We clebrate 10 years in May, and I'm still so in love with her. But, it's more than that. It's family. She's family. My surrogate grandmother taught me so much. She's still alive. She's like 95 years old. She really encourages Baby and I to be strong together. She always says.."Nothing but God between"..She's so loving. You know, there's no love like the love of your parents though. I miss my Father immensly..He really gave a shit, you know? I mean really cared. He always asked me about my show and he always wanted tapes. I sent them for a while, but, when I went home to see him one time, his wife said "I heard that crap"..I didn't send anymore after that. He would ask, but, I didn't want to make his life anymore difficult than it was..His wife (not my mother) was his primary caretaker, and being as though he had suffered a stroke, I didn't want to piss her off. He knew. I told him that. Daddy didn't care! LOL! He'd be like "go ahead and send them"..Only my father..I don't think that anybody understood us the way we did, my father and I. We had this unspoken language between us. I remember having entire conversations with my dad with only our eyes. His wife would sit in on our visits sometimes, we didn't like that. We would go for rides...I would drive and daddy would be the backseat driver. He would actually get little attitudes with me if I stopped at a yellow llight. He would say "go! go! go! go!" and I'd go "But, daddy! I don't want to take a chance!", and he would always throw his hand in the air with a "tsk"..Like I had just missed a flight or something! LOL! Then, I would make him laugh at himself for getting mad at me for being a safe driver. My dad always took me for rides..Since I was a little girl. That was when he would communicate with me..Get into my head. It's funny..That was "our thing" until he died..I'll miss him for the rest of my life. My mother worries about me because I never really got a chance to grieve my father's death. When he died, I was in the middle of a shoot. He passed away during a shooting hiatus, and I flew home...I was back in Vegas a week later, working. I was onset, hurting as bad as hell, but I knew that he wouldn't want me to quit. My dad always believed in me. I remember one time I was talking to him about my mother. At the time, things between she and I were a little rough. She would admit, that she was pretty mean to me for a while. But, that's neither here nor there now, because she has apologized a million times for the heartache that she caused me. I'm sure that I hurt her too! After all, she expected me to find a nice man, marry him, fight with him, divorce him, and find another one..Isn't that the way? LOL! But, anyway..My dad told me to "be you"...Those two words have impacted me and will for the rest of my life. Because I knew that he meant it. He loved me so much! If there are any fathers out there, and you're wondering if your baby girls love you..I'm willing to bet they do! Fathers are so special. Daddy would be so happy that I'm on the net now with the show. When he was alive, I was on commercial radio. You know, cencorship and all that good shit..I wonder what he would say about what I'm doing now? I think he'd be happy..I just wish that I could hear him tell me so..Maybe if I close my eyes, and listen real hard, I can hear him in the stillness of the night..

Hey guys!! Damn! Talk about getting a late start!? I'm hanging out watching some Metallica show on VH1! I love that band. Tommy Lee is so cute! Oh! I mean Motley Crue..Derr..I caught that show (well, a scene or two) of "Tommy Lee goes to college"..LOL I was laughing my ass off! He broke some of the rules, so he had to work in the cafeteria and serve the students. It was classic! He is so nice, and seems so humble. He'll do something wrong, like a prank, but, when he gets busted, he's like an angel. Kind of like Paris and Nichole on "The Simple Life"..Always.."Oh, okay..gotcha" LMAO

I think I'll hang out for a while tonight. I missed hanging out with you guys. I have some comments to read..and then I'm goin' surfing!
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HEY GUYS!! Baby is on her way home and we're going to start our date. She texted me and she's like..Hey! Don't go telling people you got your pj's at Walmart..LOL!! Can you say too late? ;-)! See, Baby would NEVER wear clothes from Walmart. What's the problem? I checked the material, I checked the seams..She cracks me up. Yeah, I was all about the "gap" and "limited" when I was at home..Mom still hooks me up. But, hell, if I see a bargain, I'm grabbin' it. My in-laws love that about me. they lived through the depression and shit. Well, more like WWII, whenever that was. Hey I'm not Joe-anne history!
Hey! I guess baby would shit a brick if she knew that I told you I was seriously getting ready to buy some outfits from the Mary kate and Ashley collection..Hey now! SSSHHhhh...

SILK FEELS SO GOOD AGAINST MY SKIN
FEELS SOFT LIKE THE SKIN I'M IN

SEXY, SLINKY, SHINY, BRIGHT
I CAN'T WAIT 'TIL SHE TAKES IT OFF TONIGHT

REMOVE THE SILK AND TOUCH MY SKIN
OH, I LOVE THIS SKIN I'M IN
TOUCH ME, KISS ME, MAKE ME HOT
AFTER I CUM I MAY SMOKE SOME POT

ORGASMS HIGH, ORGASMS LOW
MY HOT BODY WANTS TO GO GO GO!!